I just stumbled across my girlfriend’s blog. Her last three blog posts have been about me and about how she fell in love with me. She had never told me that this was how her feelings developed, and my heart is exploding reading all about it. I can’t believe how highly she’s written about me. It’s like she thinks she loves me just as much as I love her. This could never be possible, but it warms my heart that it’s even close to the same amount.
She wrote in her blog that she knew for years that I had feelings for her. It seems like she thought it was just a crush at the time, but I was undoubtedly in love. She asked me to get an air conditioning service near Melbourne before our first date and within five minutes I was on the phone with an air conditioner repairman teeing up the service. Even before we were dating there was nothing that I wouldn’t do for her, and now that we are dating I would go to the ends of the earth just to make her happy.
I know I sound kind of obsessed, but I promise you I’m not. It’s just one of those instances where true love conquers all.
I’ll never forget the first moment that I realised she had feelings for me too. She wrote about it in her blog, it was the moment that we were lying side by side on our towels and her head was leaning close to mine and our hands were very slightly touching whilst we were looking at photos on her phone. My heart was going crazy and I could barely concentrate on the photos. I was so aware of the fact that she was next to me and she wanted to be. I was so overwhelmed with love that I was sweating and wishing that I was underneath the air conditioning. Melbourne is always uncomfortably warm for me. Being next to her was more than I could cope with. Do I need to say more?